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On being alive

CN: passive suicidality. Friends tell me on the regular, especially when I’m struggling, that at least I’m still alive. They tell each other, “yeah things are tough, but I’m alive.” People share on social media how lucky they are to be alive, after near-death experiences, or just because the world is so wonderful, or because […]
intense emotions surfing
car selfie
hospital breakfast
grumpy selfie

BPD: Emotional Sensitivity

I wrote the other day¬†about how I was finding my identity, despite my Borderline Personality Disorder, and that all still stands. But today I woke up feeling emotionally vulnerable. Very emotionally vulnerable.¬†Like an emotional open wound. I feel super sensitive, everything is upsetting me, for no good reason. Stupidly, knowing I felt this way, I […]